Going thru my drafts on thus acct and … I have the CUTEST photoset of me lounging in bed in lingerie and I don’t wanna post it but I’m upgrading my phone soon (which is the only place I have access to this account) and I don’t wanna lose it either :,)

I’m doing my best

*sees myself* unfortunate

Lmao?? So like?? Does anyone else feel .. constantly lonely and invalidated?? Is this what being human is like or am I worse off than I think?? Everyone is distant and friends always feel out of reach I always feel like I’m letting down everyone I love and constantly doubt anyone actually likes me?? I always take things too personal and over analyze???? Is this just me being mentally ill and stupid or does everyone else feel these things too???

no one cares that I’m trying my best they only see my shortcomings

thought: People Who Think They Are Good are not really Good